there are a few things in my life that give me butterflies in my belly. and the fact that they are reoccurring just adds to the excitement. here's the most recent one.
the mere IDEA of going on tour with Jason Mraz.
at first, i heard about the tour and was searching for tickets. then i saw that he goes from Nashville to Maryland, two places that used to be home. and that sparks the idea of working on the tour, doing whatever i can to be a part of the production.
i started thinking of how my request would go,
"Hey Jason, I was wondering if you needed any more help on the US tour? Yeah, i don't have any specific skills, but i'm super helpful and willing to fill whatever roles you need. Oh, and can my boyfriend and our dog come too? they're super nice, my boyfriend's great with numbers and our dog is the sweetest in the world. Yeah, so you'll let me know?"
that would be the absolute greatest dream come true. like winning the lottery, but being paid in life experiences rather than cash.
then i started thinking about how when we're on tour and stop in Nashville, we can all go get ice cream at my old job, take a picture with my former boss, that sort of thing.
and then when we're in Maryland my family can meet me at the show and we can all watch from backstage, and they can finally see first hand how all of my big risks have finally paid off. i'm no longer a silly little girl chasing after fame and fortune and the glamourous life. that i'm not a fool for moving so far and being so deep in debt. prove that despite the odds always being against me, i made it.
i think that may be the better dream. maybe i should take bigger risks and ask Jason for real.
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